How Does A Person Enroll IN College??

If you have read any of my blogs you all know out there just how difficult of a time I’ve had throughout my whole life.   Now, another challenge is figuring out HOW to enroll in College.  It may seem simple to you but I assure you for me its not.  I’m confused as hell how to do it, I would appreciate ANY help most of you don’t even tag me or leave me any messages which hurts my feelings & makes me feel unwanted.

Basically I have applied to the college of my choice online but I’ve heard absolutely nothing from them.  The college which is Highline Community College just doesn’t give a damn so I’m passing, the same with North Seattle.   So I’ll pass on both of those schools & just learn welding instead at a vocational school that closer.   I already don’t have great self esteem but when I feel like I’m not being given the time of day or blown off, then I tend to go elsewhere were I will get help.   This has been such a big barrier for me!   No one has paid me a lick of attention, nor has anyone took the time to care enough just to help me in life….on ANYTHING!   This makes me so upset right now I’m practically pounding this keyboard as I’m typing because I’m real upset.   I don’t feel like ANYONE listens to me!  I just can’t get anyone to listen to me!!

Being ignored is a horrible thing.  When no one cares about you.  When your treated no better than a telephone pole.  That is how I feel a lot of the times.   Not real fair.

Trying to enroll in some kind of school is frustrating.

I feel despair!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America.

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