This blog is a personal message to C.J. & her friends. This is a blog seeking forgiveness. Please, please forgive me. I understand I was angry. I was wrong. I’m not a psycho. I said very stupid things. Everyone does. But that does not make me a monster. I am not. I have not hurt a soul in my entire life. Not even when I had been called several racial slurs by one woman who also threatened to stab me with her knife 3 years ago. I understand your hurt. I understand & respect that I should not contact you EVER! I was a step ahead of you on that one because I haven’t so give me some credit for that please.
But please don’t refer to me as someone who would commit acts of homicide! That hurts TREMENDOUSLY! I made a mistake but that does not make me a monster. I know that my posts are being monitored I check this blog frequently I say welcome to my blog. You won’t find a single hurtful thing said on here. I’m opinionated on other gay women but I have actual experiances to back those up. But other than that I don’t say a mean thing about anyone. As I’ve said I understand HER anger & with the exception of a reply I sent which I doubt will get read I have not sent her any messages since Sunday June 30th. So if you want to call me derogatory names I can’t control that but know that those particular allegations really did tear me up. One good lesson is I’m staying off any & all online chatting forever. I will not use any forums, nor any social media its pretty obvious that they are just no good. I will be posting any progress I make right on here on WordPress.
Again I’m SO SORRY. I did a really stupid thing. I won’t contact C.J. and that was my intention anyway. All I ask is forgiveness cause everyone says stupid things that’s what makes us human. But it sure doesn’t make us homicidal.
and everyone has anger in them. That is human nature. I need compassion. I don’t need to be cruxified….Thanks