What Is Up With All These Folks Thinking It’s In To Be Bad??

Okay I’ve got a major irritation,

What is up with this trend that its cool to be really bad?

Let me say that it isn’t cool to act bad!  You only show how incredibly ignorant you really are.

So you really want to act all badass huh?  Well since you want to dance with the Devil you will eventually pay

a heavy price.  Go ahead and have your fun acting all bad, breaking rules & what not.  Acting the bad boy or girl

is just so low class, ignorant and in the long run?  If not sooner you will pay some consequences.  I love being the good girl.

And so what if you laugh at me.  Cause I’ll be laughing at you when your dumb ass lands in jail or something worse.  And let me say that all you bad asses think you’ll never pay the price.  Well keep thinking that, but down the road you pay the ultimate price. 

Being nice is COOL, leading a somewhat dull life although not fun & most times is lonely but at least your not running into trouble.  And I wouldn’t have it any other way.    So all you mean, indifferent, I don’t give a F**k people well you just suck! And sometime down the road people will tire of you anyway.  So why not just grow up! 


Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America. If you've read this far I will leave my email in case you want to leave me a msg. Those that are rude will get deleted immediately. Contact: Yogibeara425@hushmail.com

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