Many of you out there are enjoying a fine feast of Thanksgiving Day turkey with all the trimmings. I don’t have much in family. I only have my elderly Mother with whom I love, only problem is that she is married to a very cruel & abusive man. So that I don’t end up in jail knocking him up side the head, my Mother has graciously paid for me a hotel room for one day complete with cable (but no room service). I’m eating cold Chinese food bought from the day before at a pretty good restaurant out in Renton, I can only hope I can keep it down. But so far I feel plain exhausted! I brought along my own instant coffee so luckily in my room there is a coffee maker to brew hot water. Happy Thanksgiving to me. My Father dead 8 years now, no one special to spend the holiday with my depression has literally made me tired.
I feel like I worked two double shifts on a job. I’ve got the A/C on to keep me awake, because its far too early to go to sleep, but I might just go to sleep anyway. Know what time it is as I type this up? 3PM.
A lot is bothering me. My own personal issues, and the issue of how homeless people are treated. People! Please cease with looking down your nose & being mean to a homeless person. I feel so strongly & angry about this that I will literally FIGHT anyone that does. Yes I want to come to blows or cuss you out! I was bullied much of my life, so I have a zero tolerance for homeless people being mistreated. Be real grateful you have a warm bed with sheets to sleep in each night. I myself have been homeless as far back as 9 years old too, running away from those crazy asshole bastards who would torture me. I pretty much loathe today. So those of you sitting down to dinner today. May you choke on your food! This is one cruel, hypocritical Country.