If You Like Heartache, betrayal being gay is all these things.

LGBT and all the letters of the alphabet.   Makes me irritated just say GAY!   I recommend those of you coming out of the closet beware being gay is full of heartbreak, betrayal, jealousy, especially  when your attractive & you are intelligent, thoughtful of others,  expect to experience loneliness because the community is a type of shark tank, I’ve found the men to be alright, the women well let me just put it this way…personality with most of the gay women in the LGBT community isn’t really a big priority with all the baggage that they carry around to include the self loathing it seems an impossible task establishing any lasting friendships let alone have a relationship with another woman. No thank you I’d rather root canal.   Often, you’ll experience disappointment, heartbreak, lots & lots of self centered people who refuse to grow up or act grown up.   It’s a life of pain.    The solution just live alone.   this community is FULL of racism!   IF your Caucasion you might be okay or stand a chance, but trust me when I say that this life is full of people that think ONLY of themselves, could care less about those that are less fortunate.    You know its fine if you want to marry, have the kids, etc, etc but please quit whining about what the LGBT community goes through.     I’m sick to death of hearing the whining.

Have you ever been in fear because you are not white?   Been shot when your unarmed by a Police Officer, or targeted because of your ethnicity?   Even the LGBT community is racist!   No support, this community clearly does not have your back,  oh wait unless you play sports, are Ellen DeGeneres, or some other famously rich gay woman or man.   This is a community full of hate.    And when your single, OMG will you be alienated.

For the single gay men & women get a dog, and turn to God for support!  Cause you won’t get it from LGBT community.   

Most self centered people on Earth.


Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America. If you've read this far I will leave my email in case you want to leave me a msg. Those that are rude will get deleted immediately. Contact: Yogibeara425@hushmail.com

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