Within The LGBT there’s a certain oppression

First of all I hate all this LGBT I recognize gay, lesbian, bi, but when it comes to the trans forget it..
What bothers me is that withing the Gay community there is a level of what I perceive to be severe mistrust.
It is just not friendly by any stretch of the imagination.
Just how bad is it?
Well, a convicted criminal would probably be better accepted.
What I hate about the Gay community is that if you don’t like the same kinds of music…your disliked! The persons are totally abusive, oppressive, very rigid. Men & Women of color aren’t accepted either. Gay or straight If you don’t like me, than that’s your problem.
Because I don’t associate with the community does not mean that I don’t want to meet that special someone.
I very much do.
However, for me I’d much rather not deal with the hateful bullshit, distrust, hostility towards any man or woman who is non white, and just leave it!
To my straight allies gay women are NOT friendly.
This ain’t for the faint of heart.
Acceptance, making friends.
I’d rather go it alone.
Cause I’m tired of the bullshit this community likes to dole out. And the bullying as well.
To those of you coming out?
Find your own way sans that community.
Because you will be VERY disappointed.


Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America. If you've read this far I will leave my email in case you want to leave me a msg. Those that are rude will get deleted immediately. Contact: Yogibeara425@hushmail.com

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