Racial Slurs…Well At Least I Ain’t The Only One Who Goes Thru This Hate!

Greetings to everyone who is reading my blog.
A shout out to my fellow bloggers from around the World.
I house sit for a living.
I’m here baby sitting 3 small dogs & generally keeping an eye on things.
The owner travels alot on business.
I’m watching the evening news, and I catch a story about racial slurs shouted from
a Fraternity on the University Of Washington campus the N word was directed at an African American student.
The racial slurs came in light of the racial turmoil coming out of Ferguson Missouri. For those of you unfamiliar with whats going on in Ferguson Missouri, go Google it up & read for yourself, because I sure don’t want to talk about it.
so I have a great tendency to internalize my pain only to have it regurgitated outward usually it ends up badly, however when I have bad bouts or episodes I usually have my bad episodes behind closed doors.
Washington State does suck if your African American. Some of you probably don’t believe me, but it’s true.
Here was an excerpt from the young African American young man that spoke with the news crew that interviewed him regarding the story I’ve just told you:
“you apes, get off our campus”.
People of the World, if your this hateful please keep your hate to yourselves. If you cannot or will not then hey be prepared to suffer the consequences because I’m a rare exception of someone that won’t retaliate physically (although I will talk about your ass later). The other brothers & sisters are not quite forgiving or lenient. Don’t expect a free pass after you call us Nigger….ok? It will only go badly for you.
As an African American woman or man we get so much shit shoveled at us.
Police are quick to kill us or if we’re lucky simply maimed.
And the legal system treats African American’s unfairly dating all the way back to before I was born.
Enough already!


Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America. If you've read this far I will leave my email in case you want to leave me a msg. Those that are rude will get deleted immediately. Contact: Yogibeara425@hushmail.com

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