I hate Bullies don’t you?

I just loathe bullies.   Bullies rear their ugly heads it seems time & time again throughout one’s life, How come its alright to force how a person chooses to live their life even if it is pretty demoralizing down the throat of everyone else.   Does that not seem like bullying?  

Example the gay lifestyle.   If you love it ?  More power to you but please stop shoving in the faces of little kids, in the public school system they don’t need to be exposed to that have you all lost your minds?!   I don’t like gays, I have left that lifestyle forever.    I don’t like gays because of many reasons one being arrogance, aggressiveness, and they’re all around bullies.    After 20 years of the that lifestyle I’m leaving it behind forever.   But I don’t want to hear about it on”

TV. commercials or anywhere else.    It’s not a great lifestyle, nor is it beautiful.    It’s more like its a harmful very psychologically damaging one as well as most if not all of the LGBT are extremely disrespectful to just about anyone else except their own inner circle & whoever they may be in a relationship with.

It’s not a lifestyle that’s worth celebrating.   It’s a lifestyle that’s damaging, I can attest to that all too well.   And you know what?  You won’t be bullying me to accept your agenda.   Even if it means an all out War.   I’ll tell you how I feel in no uncertain terms.  And I’ll defend it!   Because I stand up to bullies who care about no one but themselves.


One Day.

One day I’d like to live in a small town that’s friendly, where theres minimal to no rude, sarcastic, caustic people.     One day I’d like to be able to say hi to a stranger & not worry if that stranger will want to do harm to me.   One day I’d like to feel at home in my new city w/o worrying if someone hates me on sight!

One day I’d like to live in a new city where I’ll have friends who actually care about me & not sexual objectification  or romantically expect something from me that I can’t possibly fulfill , what I want? a  platonic innocent friendship.    The current city I live in it’s pretty vile.

And one day I’d like to have my own private little house, cabin, or even a nice mobile home with a patch of land where I can just live in peace, because I know that I truly deserve that!

One day I will make it so.

Some TV Shows Leave Me Scratching My Head!

As a woman who has been bullied her entire life, and I mean entire life even althrough my adulthood,  I get kind of resentful with some of the shows certain networks think we the consumers want to watch.

Case in point this new show about people with downs syndrome.  Now A&E exploits them.   I too have a diagnosed disability which has been the cause of much shaming, abuse in school, at home, everywhere else.

I feel that TV exec’s just have no clue about the what the public wants nor what we can relate to.   Me, I don’t relate to someone with Down’s Syndrome.   I relate to aspects of someone who has bipolar, a learning disability, having a Mother that looks different from yourself & the kids target you based on racial hate, I relate to being sexually harassed or having someone else who develops a romantic attraction towards you then gets upset b/c you don’t feel the same way, someone who has those kinds of feelings towards me are NOT entitled to ME they must earn their right to get close.    These are things that hit close to home for me.    Some of the shows that some TV producers or exec’s who make the decisions on just what to put on TV just leave me scratching my head. Its the reason that I pick what I want to watch.   I don’t have cable, I only watch a few selected shows when I housesit at a friends cause theres no avoiding those inane  publicity commercials.

So, I’ll use that one magnificient invention that’s valuable on the remote control.

The mute button.