Can’t We All Just Get Along??

In light of what happened to me last month & in case some of my readers don’t know what happened to me I will briefly refresh your memory.   Last month I had a latino woman come to my door in all of her rage & aggressiveness call me of all things a Nigger.   Yes , I couldn’t believe it either now I truly know where I stand.  When her & the odious neighbor where partying it up next door screaming, banging things around I banged on the wall with my open palm for them to calm down. 

Oh my God, that chick came running out of my next door neighbors apartment & immediately came :

  1. Screaming at the top of her lungs, she sure could scream I guess drugs & alcohol help in that area.
  2. Kicking my door, punching my door putting her ugly mug up in my peephole .
  3.  Called me a Nigger.
  4. I called her a White ….something or another I can’t remember
  5. Loco chick screams I’m not “white”.   Which was kind of stupid I don’t know.
  6. And this beast did this 2x on my door.
  7. When she went back inside the apartment she further commenced to pounding on the wall like some out of control maniac.   I wasn’t scared I was furious I did the same thing.   If you go there with me on the racial slurs …well short of coming out & physical fighting all bets are off.   Hell I screamed right back at her.   No one intimidates me.

Which got me thinking.   Why are some people so hateful to another group of people?   To me it just does not make any kind of friggin sense.    But I won’t waste my time thinking about this   for very long, because you know what? I will keep on going forward with my life.   I have rights that I’ve fought for!   If you don’t like me being here? TOO BAD!  I’m soooo tired of others projecting their insecurities & hate onto me.   I don’t deserve it.   I was born here in the states & I’m not ashamed of who I am.   My great great grand father was a U.S. senator for Wisconsin.    I have Native American ancestry which I’m proud of .   And of course I’m black.   I will not tolerate any more of what I had to endure last month.   I draw the line.   Of course the Police which I called were 100% useless .   Because unless they catch you doing something then THEY don’t do a damn thing!   The cops I called didn’t even bother to take a report for crying out loud!    Oh yeah, I plan on getting a gun permit & learning how to fire a weapon.   It will give me peace of mind.   One thing I would love to do to a evil person like that Brouha that came to my door is get one of those pump shot guns.   Empty it of ammo (of course) then ratchet that thing to scare the hell out of her.   No one messes with me anymore.    Next time I’ll be prepared.

Next time I won’t argue back but call the cops.   And to the bitch who came to my door, you better hope our paths never cross again.   

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Published by: The Lonely Shepard

Me: I grew up in an extremely abusive & disadvantaged family environment were both parents were really immature & their relationship messy! I was abducted by my Father at age 8 abused physically, mentally, degraded by his 2nd Wife, and I didn't see my Mother again until 4 years later, I had to risk my neck + my life to run off to seek help with the local police & this was way before there was any such laws on the books for child abuse. Think on that awhile. Had learning disabilities all throughout school by the time I graduated I learned nothing, was prepared for nothing out in the World. Think on that. Joined the United States Army right out of High School only reason I did join was that at the time there was an Army recruiter right on the High School campus & he took an interest in me. So I joined. I was really in over my head. But what else could I do? I lived with a single Mom who was emotionally unstable & I had ZERO support from anyone including the school staff + administrators. The military was hard & degrading to me as a woman but I got out with an honorable discharge. More about me: A series of dead end jobs, my mind was totally a mess after I got out of the Army, still had no support not even from the Veterans admin. My journey has been a total nightmare of: trying to find out about myself, learning about myself, how to live as an adult, all with no help. Now after long , and intensive filled journey I'm trying to get back on track with my life I want to go to school with the hope of one day attending University. I don't wish my journey on anyone. No one gave me guidance: as a child as a teen as a young adult I was all on my own! and it was real lonely , isolating, extremely frightening. Family? don't really have any. Now remember everyone I'm African American & I receive little to no respect I don't even warrant a speeding car that will slow down. "The person who sang the National Anthem sang the last note so high that no could reach it! That was intentional!" Belize from Tony Kushners play Angels In America. If you've read this far I will leave my email in case you want to leave me a msg. Those that are rude will get deleted immediately. Contact: Yogibeara425@hushmail.com

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