I’m at the height of rage right at this moment. I hate this time of year. I have no friends.
I have no partner and trust me I hate women these days so I don’t want one. Men are even worse, wished I could afford a pet.
I’m so mad I see couples. I see people driving around in nice cars. I have no one to talk to cause no one understands. It really sucks to be me right now. Don’t know what to do either.
At least I get SOME comfort in knowing that someone at least bothers to read my blog. Because I feel that it somehow validates me as a human being. Because
Right now I don’t feel like much of one. Dogs live better than I do. I get tired of all the stereotyping, the hate and I do get that let me tell you. I can’t seem to get that through some peoples thick heads just how hateful living here is. Just last year I had a hateful incident happen and the woman was NON WHITE which makes it so bad. I hate how everything is going. I suffer more each day. And I just don’t know what to do.